Cut &&. Dry! When it comes to relationships EVERYONE is a Hypocrite!…
Now that I’ve said that…and gotten rid of the ppl that don’t [t r u l y] know themselves &&. are too afraid to find themselves…we can move on to say that in terms of relationships being a hypocrite is a sign of commitment!.. Responsibility &&. Loyalty!….
Not comprehending???
Nineteen yrs breathing…Seven(7) out of Nineteen..I didn’t have a clue! Eleven(11) out of the Nineteen I would cry wen my “boyfriend” gave me a teddy bear in front of the whole class (A sure case of Embarrassment) of just being put on the spot! Sixteen(16) out of Nineteen I was Venting “yea right, wouldn’t be me“… Seventeen(17) out of Nineteen i was screaming “go head do wat chu wanna do..i dnt care” …Eighteen(18) out of Nineteen I was arguing w. The sideline!… Nineteen out of Nineteen I was raising A hand…crying when he left…bugging out wen he stayed…giving it my all even if i felt i was moving closer then half way.I was staring a beautiful baby in the eyes that I at Fifteen(15) out of Nineteen just knew wouldn’t b a possibility!..EVERYONEz relationship is diverse..some meet in high school &&. live out the high school sweetheart cliche…others meet not having a DAMN thing in common wrestling to make it for reasons they still haven’t found deep within…&&. some even are so deep in-love that they can’t be together due to wounds that can’t mend! &&. in everyone of those relationships…someones saying I wouldn’t, I couldn’t…&&. I won’t..until their Tablez shift..the high school sweetheart cliche turns sour..2 strangers become the perfect Cinderella story..&&. the ones that can’t hold up, find love within someone else!..
That “wouldn’t let a man put his hands on me ” t u r n s into …”but i love him“…”the trick cheat on me she”d be gone“…t u r n s into “lets leave it in the past and lets start over“… the “go head hang w. Ya boyz i trust u” t u r n s into ..ring ring!..”were u at?“…the “i ain’t fighting over no man” t u r n s into “bitch i will fuck u up” &&. the “u can have male friends..cuz u know wat it iz” t u r n s into ” y do u need to b at the club anyways..ya homegirls ain’t no good”…
Hypocrite…when love t u r n s into like!..hypocrite… when ur ♥ tells ur mind how to think..hypocrite…when actions speak louder then words…hypocrite….wen N0 LONGER can u play the ALWAYZ understanding…perfect FOR wat i think i want…never ganna happen…shit if i let…ur crazy for putting up wit..i woulda been let that go ROLE!…
*Wen a girl grows to a woman &&. wen a boy grows to a man!*
I’m a hypocrite…because the ” s o m e t h i n g s I wouldn’t do” then…
is the ” N o t h i n g I wouldn’t do N0W!…
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