Ever seen ALL the wrongs in someone but can’t grasp the concept of “Let Go” “its Not Worth it” or “YOUR DOING TOO MUCH”??? Eager to just let that person in on how HARD you feel for them or even just the slightest quality that maybe NO ONE else in the world ever even glanced upon? you want them to Just STOP in their tracks and notice you long enough to RECOGNIZE the REAL in your actions even if they are deaf to your words? but because their light is so bright…. they only see whats NOT in front of them! if you have never felt this, you have never felt a real test of pride! it’s a damper on your strength , a damper on who you really are and a damper on how the rest of the world views you! giving every bit of sensitivity in you to someone who wouldn’t know the difference if there was a comparison picture taped to their bathroom mirror! what do you do?? do you say fuck them because their just blind to it? is that their fault? do you continue to travel down a road that looks like it may bring you to where u began? lose yourself in the process? or OH SHIT! even b the fool? a fool for having this love for a stranger that refuses to let you in and I say stranger because they refuse to let any piece of them out… or do you take the chance of MAKING them feel you care…. and leave the rest up to them? this is a game of dice… I may not win, my luck has never been the greatest but im loosing if i cant look back and say …. I DIDNT PRETEND!
EMILY……
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